I am an opinionated, passionate, fickle, caustic, agnostic vegetarian.
I have a devastating fear of intimacy, or rather the vulnerability that comes with it.
I have been looking for a long time for a certain kind of person. He or she is someone who doesn't spew out trite banalities when faced with a problem they can't solve. They are as opinionated and intense about things as I am. They are honest and uncompromising. They've got to be someone who understands that a person shouldn't have to be shiny and happy all the time. They would preferably rant and rave and ramble, like I do. And above all else this dream person would be able to handle (and maybe even like) that I'm a little pretentious and dramatic.

But I don't think that person exists. And if they do, I damn well know they aren't in my zip code or my state or maybe even my country.

I have a dark and twisted sense of humor that most people either find abrupt but funny or insulting.

My self-loathing reaches terrifying depths that you cannot imagine. I have a list of 100 reasons why I am single. (Although I find the list pretty amusing. #79 is "Bears a striking resemblance in nature to Snidely Whiplash.")

I have a superiority complex and I have an inferiority complex about my superiority complex.

I have dreams that are quite ambitious but they require a dedication and drive that I do not have so most of my aspirations turn out to be disappointments.

In spite of all of the negativity inside me (and on this page), I am still a relatively happy person these days. I like my life right now and, while I may have some deep-seeded psychological issues that could use resolving, I am okay in the general sense of the word.

Feel free and encouraged to contact me if you want to know more or if you just wanna chat about fandoms.