As much as i love computers, i would love to learn to be a chef. i also want to find a woman even remotely interested in me. i also dream that i would own my own business. i have a kind heart and often that is my undoing. if i find that one of my friends is in need i can't help but help them in any way. i am a bit lazy, as i find some things futile. as i said above, i am extremely shy and self-conscious, so i may not have an exposed pic of any magnitude. two of my biggest fears is becoming blind and never meeting some one interested in me. i struggle through everyday, due to my inability to socialize with anyone in my age group due to me believing that they are immature, overly-sexed swine.