It seems like I have to constantly struggle for attention. My biggest fear is that I will one day lose my voice, and nobody will notice. On the other hand, I tend to keep to myself a lot. I have alienated friends before, though I am not sure how, I've just been told that I have. I'm not sure that I would want to know. I am a hopeless romantic at heart. I want to find the right person for me, but I don't know if I'm ready for her.