My dreams, hmm, im not really sure. I guess it would be to design video games or write, though i dont go to collage to learn about game design and writing cant really make a living.

Struggles, i have cronic depression and anxiety around large groups of people, espically women. Im not like emo or anything, im a rather upbeat kind of guy and love to make people laugh. I have bad days like everyone, i just look at mine as maybe a little harder then others. As i stated, im a big person, have been all my life, i eat rather healthy i find, im just big. Im vary self concious around girls, i know alot of them dont like big guys and prefer the muscle bound hunks with 6 pack abs, sorry to say but thats not me.

Little extra info, im a easy person to talk to. I like to help people who have something on there mind or just need someone to talk to. Im vary kind hearted and loving, im just a cuddly teddy bear X). Oh, im 6'1, not sure how much i weight, something like 347 lbs. Black hair, brown eyes, tattoo of a fire and water yin-yang on my right forearm, i love tattoos.